So, Is This What You Want Me To Feel?

I have no choice.

What else do you want me to do? As if thinking was easy at that time.

It happened instantly, with no warnings! Even worse was that it happened in the middle of the street  while I was crossing. If you were with me, what will you do?

I know you too well.

If you were with me, instead of helping me, you’ll be mad at me. As if it was my fault. Instead of laughing with me and make fun of the incident, you’ll stomp your feet and say things to hurt me and blame me. If you were with me, instead of thinking of long-term solution, you’ll think of the easiest more convenient to YOU way to get out of the situation.

 I really know you too wel.

This happened many times before and I just keep everything to myself.

Now, I feel stuck, guilty, and sad. Just like what you want me to feel.